Hmm..havin fever now and was in a bad mood when i went out today!! What the heck!!~ Started talkin loads of crap..I was suppose to meet my NEW Sheep but he didn turn up(for the 2nd time) "Ahh forget it"~..I slept at 3am to prepare those stuff. I dun know what happened but..my bad habits reappeared today! I was not longer the cheerful boy but a moody one..stubborn,filled with anger, hate(i tried to control..close my eyes and counted to 10) but I couldn..it just blasted out!! "It is a man's own mind, not his enemy or foe that lures him to evil ways". -Buddha (I could only blame myself!)