I'm Just a kid..who keeps findin solutions for mass destruction :) I'm not smart nor evil..I'm just findin a better solution like hitler(final solution), I'm indeed weak, ruled by emotions(well God created Eve) haha..I should have put on the mask that i had left behide these months and harden myself again.."Why have I became weak again!?" No this cannot happen~! NO Man,emotions Shall rule over me!! NO man..NO love..NOthing!! All these are jus hindrance! I have realized that the mask can't be removed..I'm who i am a shady person! Start to jus take a moment and remember..your friends,family..good things that people had done(small little things) And jus remember.."Everyone fades,Time flies..Will u still remember what they had done for u??" Sometimes before u give your word(like..I will remember u forever!!)..are u jus pleasin the person?(I know i won't..when did i sms u sayin about sms u forever?? NEVER LOL!!) like what Craig David said:"You don't miss your water till the well runs dry":) Sometimes bein a nice person really leaves u at the losin end(like what my father says) Sorry dad, I'm such a slow learner :) I have understood my purpose now! "HEy..friends!! If u find me contactin u again..jus know that it maybe ya last time hearin me :) (before i change to the self that i was meant to be) haha..LEX(smallville) sometimes it is destiny.."There has to be darkness in light" I'm the darkness..the light has faded away!