Hmm..CNY the once in a year thing, when aunties will start askin:"Oh where are u now?! Your son is..gay haha" I mean Blah~!! due to the fact that they will most likely forgotten the next day and ask u again the next CNY :) oh well..It really suxs for me, due to the fact that i got to face my dad haha..and the infamous step-mum(which is temptin me to punch her haha) due to underlining factors but thanks God, I controlled my emotions. Well..It is quite open rite haha to write my thoughts here haha..oh well!It all happened during reunion dinner when my (step)brothers..(Cute but *Super..Super* little devils) the 'most lovable' among all my cousins :D started his terror by:...alot of stuff haha It was okay I still treated him with care and love,up until the second day of the New year that is when my sinful nature caught up. On the second day of CNY, still in the joyful,cheerful mode..(I mean "Hey~!! U are gettin paid in red packets,gotta act lol) then..those ''loving dudes'' started poppin out and doin what they does best..I was like..okay~!! They first greeted me with a spit while i was eating(wow!! super loving) I knew it was hopeless for me to correct him so..with the IT is OKAY attitude, I continued to smile and wanted so badly to be left alone. So I locked the door along with my cousins who were Anti 'loving dudes' fans along with my step-sis, all we wanted was peace then..the step-mum came and deceived my cousins to openin the door..(I knew something would go terribly wrong) and once the door was opened.."Like Lions being freed" and using their mini fans to cut me while i was layin on the bed hahahahaha I snapped, getting up from where i was and my body was in a "Who wanna be my punch bag position, fist on the the go" My step mum knew that she gotta do something fast(or I will give her a loving punch and asking her.."Is this how u taught your kids??") well, she made the smart move but gettin those devils in control and moving them out. I was totally not in the mood to stay any longer..I thanks god for changin my life and allowing me some of his grace but my emotions somehow got the better out of me, this i must learn..well, there is always next year :D So after I left, I went straight to my mum side and guess what!? after i went home..I vomitted 8 times haha and along came fever and cancelled my work($10/hr ahhh~!!) and not forgetting my manager 'loving' remarks: "Of all days..today u chiong is it?!"(I was too sick to even bother) so I went for Prayer meet and confessed my sins to my shepherd and most of all to God