Hmm..What would u do when u received a sms a day before ya birthday...for me, I was worried..a burden, troubled. So i met him(no names..until proven guilty) at Prayer Meet and ya, I was already hintin/encouragin him..He has indeed good acting skills :) And so after PM I went one on one with him, and guess what!! There was a few knocks at the door(I was like...-_-) So i said: "Busy" ya..then the knocks became harder and that sheep asked me to opened up(so i did) And........."Surprise!!!!" There was loads of people gathered there like e whole of NE...I was stunned/shocked in the same time...I looked at that sheep(as if I was betrayed) And there infront of me was David(my shepherd) holding a Cake with my name on it...Alvin, a small candle light to brighten up my day even more..I was lost..lost of words...emotions..I was very happy(In life I thought that most new ideas would be the memories that last a lifetime..I was wrong!) God!! I am a fool..[Flashback] One year before i was a christian...I lead a life filled with resentment,perfectioist,egotistical double-life. I said this once: "If there was a God!! I would go against Him in whatever way..God is jus a term made up by Man, Man are weak therefore they would worship anything." Like the Mad scientist I was..only to face the music. That my life wouldn't have been where i was..if not for my ncc senior..teachers who were...Christians! It wasn't a stroke of Genius...jus foolish~Discemible hahah..Travis Driftwood."You have been drifting for a long long time..." hahah :) Today I was really touched..not really by the gifts, the people, the smss but rather my Life..(Life itself is the best blessing) And at school early this morning, I received a card from a classmate(even through it was in a very simple outlook with broken child-like handwriting) It was from the heart(to me...I meant alot :) And during Lunch..my teacher treated me...hahaha(To think that I was strong alone hahaha) I realize that having loads(cool,rich,hip..friends) It ain't nothing...cos now! I had chose my friends who ain't hip or cool but rather..those who love God :) I did saw the difference..It was their heart! A heart that would rather hurt u by telling u what went wrong.(Jesus and the outcast) hahaha..most of times.. forgotten words like "What are friends for?!" "With friends like these..who need enemies?!" Re-Offender: Keeping up appearances..fooling my selfish heart but..i'm fooling myself~!!