Monday, September 05, 2005
playing the piano with all my heart, placing aside all my sorrows,worries just for this few minutes of silent. That was my day :) I took a break today, praising god with my best buddies heehee who is going army(hoo the Hair) this week.
[1 Chronicles 16:8-12] "Give thanks to e Lord, call on his name; make known among the nations what he has done". People may think that I'm crazy haha it's okays(we praised god with the top of our voice lah) I had been stressed up lately and unknowingly, and I was like "It's okays" for the past month but the fact is I'm not and I didn't cried out to God and my guys,best dudes(miscommunication takes place) I was wrong and i used my pride posing as righteous to justify my actions haha(that's mistake take one) But It's okay! I learned to be content and secure with the Lord and his flock. I carried all my burdens to myself[Job2:9 "Are you still holding on to your intergrity?..(mistake take two) my problems kept building up..and then..Poof!(it didn't became cococrunch) but anger and negetive thoughts polluted my mind and every actions(hating everybody and myself) I turned away from the Lord, seeking my own strength(failure seeks failure=bound to doom). I learned a great deal and thus placed great trust in my guys and most of all in God. [Job1:20 "Naked i came from my mother's womb, and naked i will depart" It is okay to fall.. but fall with style(not backslide lah) but to make mistakes and really trustin on God and His ppl..there is a few ppls i wanna thanks okay! "Thanks GodGodGOdgodgodGOdGoDgodGod!! okays! now for ppls my sheeps,ah lun,desmond,jon,gid and others" haha(this is a paid advertisment) haha no la
