[1 Corinthians 13]10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. Hmm..the last lap of the race is on! It is not a matter of "Who will win?!" but rather who would endure to the very end and say "I fought the good fight, I've finished the race!". This last lap also determined the leadership within my group. If speed where to be concern,(all praise to our lord..for none can compare) I picture true leadership as the person that is last in the race. hmm..who would follow e "slowest person?!" But that is what JESUS would have done, to ensure that everyone is at least running(placing their best to finish the race). I really am grateful for my leaders, Gideon and Jiancong. For trusting in such a slow learner like myself, recalling back the past. That alone no words could express. I maybe dead tired, my heart pounding..my mind pondering "why dun u jus relax". I know I won't relax. It is not that I had lost my freewill. But I know that in God's timer when I finished the race, He will say "That's great! You pass!" and when I ask "Did I pass?!" I would see God's timer empty.(1 cor 13:3..The Three things) Dear God, thanks for your training of love for U. It is not be sight that true love is shown but trust, that u can be alone wherever u maybe. thanks my lord, let me be a sinner but u saved me.