[Personal note] Today I will be flying off to Thailand for mission trip. Pslam 63(when he was in the desert of judah) "O God, you are my god, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirst for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water. 2I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory. 3 Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you. 4 I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands. My Lord, I thank you for your plans are higher than mine. This trip is to jus divine because it is just one purpose [seek Him only]. My Lord, lately I had been in the desert. The winds of discouragement blowing at my face. The heat of pressure, melting me down. Negetive thoughts cloud my mind "Who really cares for you leader?!"(I could hear my own thoughts and my head noddin subconsciously) That is why I thank God for the divine timing you had that even in the lowest of my time. You stood before creation to end of my gratitude. Let my eyes not be fixed on what is seen but what is yours my lord and that is faith. I'm a fool compared to your love.