Alright alright! recently one of my friend taught me something. "Alvin..You think too much" hahaha(it is such a bad habit) And when I was reading the bible. I remembered abraham.. How logical impossible it seems to have a child with sarah a granny haha. yet Mr Abra did not complained at all and Mr grandpa travelled across the desert forsaking his comfort zone all for one word.. "F*" Faith. haha I guess. All the thinking something end up to meaningless and worse negetive. Well.. My prayer is that we stay on in this race with God. To forsake him is worse than even knowing him in the first place.