My lord taught me to love all these while. He was knocking at the door of my heart. With a gentle voice and whisper. Forgive for I had let live. I'm such a failure..blinded by self-pity/pride. I'm jus..grateful.
During the mission trip I and the team had a chance to visit a boy's home. My heart sank there. My eyes closed,looking within myself. "Do not stop these little children for they are the ones who will inherit the kingdom of heaven". These children were orphans. The younger ones were bullied by the those 'bigger'. I wish I could do more. I guess I will visit there soon. I wanted to give all that I got and when we had to leave, I couldn't bear. hmm.. so much to write/type. But I'm putting my thinking cap to use :D.