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Yea, my birthday jus passed. Ageing population kicks in. It was a busy day yester. Went to play pool with my dad haha(he won. despite not playin for 10years) not one game but four..(depression) "Ball sense" he mention.(ah whatever) Night, jus a one on one supper with my sb. See my tigger on the above picture. It is 12 years old haha. From nice and new material to.... season hahaha. Hmm. One more year to R21 muhaha(shake hands with dirty minded old mans) ah whatever. After a day of flooded sms birthday messages. The greatest gift of all, was jus this chance to feel His presence days before my b'd. I guess my tigger reminded me of God's love. How old, spoiled etc Love is jus.. not a commandment from God which isn't a law. But human nature when belongs to God will inherit the True ability to Love. Hmm.. as what pastor Ben said in service "Only knowing God in relation which is perfect can we understand and experience The real thing" Though my dad sms me in the morning "May Lord..buddua bless you" haha I realised more areas I need to grow in. Blinded my conditional love, the only way to get it recovered is to save others. "He saved others..But can't save himself" matt27:41. "Father forgive them for they do not know what they are doing". My wishlist is jus Consistency which as a human tend to forget. Like my tigger haha sometimes it was left untouch to collect a new material..webs and dust. Hmm.. I woke up at 12. fasting day [One] hunger..hunger for a food monster like myself but ahh.. for the goal of becoming a female model(ah crap) Easter i really look forward for vjc,yjc,high sch,private,poly converts. muhaha thumbs down ac..oh i meant satan haha
