Hmm~ today, my lifebook store next door store(action city) dude was super emo. After my shop closed I was supposed to rush to yeong deng's place to stay over. But I observed that he was deeply troubled and I jus hear him out. The smile wore off after a few minutes, the casual conversation went deeper. He was a 28year-old new-b. He had to sacrifice his salary to this christian girl that he like, offerin her transport allowance etc. The more he poured out, the more negative the atmosphere was, soon God was to be blamed. Well, it did affected me as I really wanted to defend His name. But I cared about this friend though not close but new in faith. He didn't even know my name, jus a "Hi and Bye friend". But well, I'm gotta follow up haha cos he is workin tmr hehe(write him a card of encouragement). Well to be honest being alone all the time meant that I had pretty much no one to talk to since my pri days. Emo haha no la, prehaps sometimes misunderstood and pp's take u for granted for how much u had truly changed. when u are human*(who of course makes mistakes and gets angry at times haha they judge u hehe how encouraging) Well,(Everything is alright, I've got Jesus&a few buddies with me)"heyHeyHEy" anyways, I'm jus thankful to have a few listening hears when the weathers starts to darkens, someone would lent a helpin hand. Though I'm not skilled, not gifted, misunderstood haha but I'm willing to learn. It is not easy to shallow the humble pie at times even if u have ur rights and might haha but I ya, I will all the more serve those whom I dun feel like to. Growth occurs when the roots are stretched :) I shall enjoy being stretched since I failed my sit and reach haha. well,world. throw the stones all u want, if not for God. what is life?