Psalm 139 "O Lord, you have searched me and you know me. 2You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. 3You descern my going out and my lying down;you are familiar with all my ways. 4Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely. O Lord. ..13For you created my inmost being;you knit me together in my mothers's womb. 14I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. Jus a verse. A prayer. Lord, I love you more than anything. Lord I believe that when people who desperately seek u and call upon ur mighty name, You will hear them. Give the wicked no rest neither does the righteous. For your goodwork is endless. With the same hand that does not short-change the righteous, your hand is never short on judgement. This camp will be a time where u will seperate the goats from the sheeps(It happens now!) v14. We are indeed fearfully made, so much destruction we had made in your eyes. That Lord, u were to turn-away from ur beloved Son at the cross. Yet so wonderfully made as those who trust and endured to see your kingdom advance. I'm mindful of the upcoming camp. But camp won't mean a thing without God anointing. "If you are for God. Tell me who can be against you?" people do matter but God even more. seek first his kingdom and all his righteousness will be added upon u. It was a supper week for me. Weary is the word. People u love really hurts more. But this week of fasting, taught me the above. Motive! If it is for God, with a humble attitude, My Lord will deliever. He is the faithful one. I'm a servant and most of all a child of the Lord almighty. "Who is God to me" [Everything I stood and live for] This conviction isn't due to camp. But after chasing the wind of the world for so long. It makes me wonder.. who can truly give life to the fullest? "NO ONE, NO MAN, NOTHING ..But JESUS" "Lord I'm a child in ur eyes. not a leader,whatever talent. I love u Lord, I love my people, my sheeps. But it is ur will Lord, never mine as to Abraham to sacrifice his son. Teach me Lord, I'm here. You've anointed my cup till it is overflowing, surely goodness and mercy will follow. I will fight the good fight! Not for men. But bec you are worthy. Worthy of all my praises. "I'm for u Lord!"