Hmm. Really enjoyed myself this week, nevertheless busy. Thus decided to take a little off in my work. Monday was jus a retreat day at Marina Square before meeting my core-team who were really supportive. They went down to sengkang as later on I had work. Tue came. I was supposed to meet the Xinmin new b's but only able to meet one. I guess I and des kok had some kinda chemistry haha(sounds gay) but I really enjoy his company. Well I was caught in a crossroad between goin for team captain training or choir. Singing was my interest and i really wanted to improve myself. My ministry info I wanted to slack haha. Monday night I was already prayin through and decided that "Somethings gonna give". Indeed the training was a whole new ball-game of learning haha. Well my team(one with 2 sisters pic) we won the "Make ur straw e highest" haha I was game-master I knew how the games goes(jus kid) But without eevoon's craftmanship the ideas would had jus became a thought. I was very surprised to see so many leaders from different ministry. Well I saw daniel leow etc ministry heads haha. Anw later I jus took a moment to apologise to Eevoon for my actions of almost ponnin the training today. I guess like everything in life. "Life long learning" is the most suitable word for all seasons in life. I will remain committed in my info ministry. If it is under my care and leadership am I givin excuses to smoke my way through and jus maintain it? I won't want to be the servant who buried his talents under the soil. I felt very good after last sunday night in fact. Normally I would have a time of [Alvin's Debate time] in which I would jus ~bleahbleahbleah~from politics,cg,problems..everything that was botherin me. Like my phone which is seriously botherin me. I felt like sayin words in which I had forgotten*break into a new tongue* the phone was super lag and it will hang there for like mins or hours ah. But on sunday, I jus said "Stop" I'm affected by the world. And jus prayed. My debate time turned prayer time. Why debate when at the end it rotates under doubt and logic when u can jus kneel and pray. It was a bad habit that I was more than willing to break. well later at 630am gotta wake wei lun up for Monfort breakfast prayer haha. Really miss my ex cg members. perhaps another time after my youth ess haha then we will meet. HEALER-by planetshakers "Nothing is impossible for God" is ringing my mind and spirit. "I'm not strong",tell my team they are. Though we are grads that doesn't mean that it is impossible. For our God is one that pleases in those who believe in e impossible and work on it.