Jeremiah 15:19-20 This is what the Lord says: "If you repent, I will restore you that you may serve me; if you utter worthy, not worthless, words, you will be my spokesman. Let this people turn to you, but you must not turn to them. I will make you a wall to this people, a fortified wall of bronze; they will fight against you but will not overcome you, for I am with you to rescue and save you," declares the Lord. Monday,went for a swim with shaun.(one of e most laps I had completed) later on to mayflower where my patience was really tested.. I arrived there at 2 and all the way to 3plus. There was no one.Then it started to pour. I pressed on, walking towards the nearest mac where all I saw was girls from st nic. Went to the basketball where some lower sec mayflower were playin(was waiting after their 1v1 to play with them) however.."Rain drops keep falling on my head" I called it a day off. I needed to talk to God alone I told Harold. I felt more burdened for the sch. The fact is that there is no common place that they like to hang out,no culture. But I believe "The harder the problem, the more Miracle, my Lord will deliver". I was working at night but the thought of seeing lives unchanged really added a lot more weight to my bag. Just a personal note, it is not just about being optimistic ah I would like to add what C.S lewis said: "I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen, not only bec I see it, but bec by it I see everything else". I see my life as a miracle itself, different stages of stupid and meaningless acts turned from self to others orientated. Did i desire such changes? Never expected myself to be the very one "outreaching" I'm more convicted that never before "I'm a history maker no one else" My lord took my history and changed it forever but with the efforts of countless individuals that form my missing puzzle in christ, that I've come to grow more in the Lord. Whatever problems Lord haha(Alvin's debate time that poured into blog) I will jus create.. no culture*Create* but Lord help me for I'm weak. Build ur bronze wall that never rust despite of age for your love never change. Never a cry baby until I realised the grace and mercy u had shown. "Unworthy"(as i picture peter,simon).