hmm. what are my thoughts about army. [Suffering] haha. Well which is good in a way. Not saying that I love to be tortured hehe. It jus reminded me of what Apostle Paul said: "To keep me from becoming conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there will given me a thorn in my flesh a messenger of satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.-2cor12:7-10. Pain and suffering hmm. double-edge sword, one can hinder or cause one to focus on God. Well.. I'm forgotful but I never want to forget How great is my God!