hmm..(in a nutshell) Went for an navy interview and I got in. It was good news, however I've decided not to sign 2 weeks ago. It was quite a painful decision personally. Anw's had to rush from camp back home then to service. I was seriously burned out already cos today, had to run 7km. And the commander leading the run for my group is some kind of ex-commando trained.*Die*Anw I bought the book Shirley recommend 'When the game is over it all goes back in the box'. Well.. Though gotta admit that it is hard to spend a proper QT at camp. Well.. true mental is tested through fire. hmm the 'fire-breath' of my commanders etc. But.. " My God is able to carry me through.." I really miss those times of worship and most of all cg!! ahh.. for now my mp3 is my source of hope to tune me to the right track. "4One thing I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple..14 Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord" Psalm 27/of David. That verse and a chat with my shepherd, tune me back to my right path. That is to serve my people and meeting their needs before myself. At Gideon's meeting where he talked about Commitment, later met up with Freedy for some chit chat.. hmm I'm grateful for my shepherd haha(sounds emo rite!) I was reminded again that if a Christian life does not contain gratitude, it is jus a religion without the heart. Dear God, rekindle this fire Lord! My flames may be low at times but You are the oxygen that strengthen and drive me to heights never imagined possible.