(It has been a while). Well.. I didn't manage to get company's best for my shooting. due to 3 miss shots at night ahh.. wasted!! Anw field camp. Day1 was kinda a nightmare I and my malay buddy had to build our own tents to sleep. The ground however was not so forgiving. When we were about to pull the base and finish off with placing a pole, the ground gave way and "Off goes the soil".. it did not happened jus once but 5 times and the location we change were not different. While the rest had finish building, we were still trying to pin our foundation haha. Anw, Field camp was truly a fun experience. Well.. I couldn't spend QT since there is no light in the forest. Had that kinda King David feeling when he was fleeing. That night when I was thinking about that I was jus laying down on my so-called own grave that I had to dig during the day.(army dudes will know) I was one of the first few to have finished it. Thus I started to help my buddy and my other platoon mates.And from there others started helping out each other.(It was really a great feeling, though at first I wanted to slack all the way and rest. I build my stronger bond w my platoonmates. During camp I was jus thinking..what are the 3 things I really long for..after my book out?My Lord,my CG,my family. These had been my only motivation. After my book out I forgotten to pack my keys back into my bag, when I reach the door steps only did i realise.Thankfully by God's grace when I called my mum, she was jus nearby. So I jus took her out for dinner. Anw.. today was ESS and confirmation had not been good. Jus one question pops out. "What do NEA pp want to be known for?" What do you want to be known for? For myself this question..I had to fill in the blanks each time. Known for being the fastest? Or jus known for being faithful? I believe that these setbacks are jus a motivation for me to work harder. 1 sam 16:7 was the verse that God encouraged me. My heart is set for you Lord. What else can move me? situations like e soft ground when I was building my tent did torn my motivation but it did not covered dirt in who am I. God had prepared me esp in the field. Where as Paul said: "those outwardly we are wasting away but inwardly we are renewed. My spirit is renewed by the grace that my Lord had shown. Thurs after my field camp when I reach out of the field and back to company line. I jus called my contact samuel and guess what his phone was off..and so was it on fri. ahh.. Called some lost sheeps..since after their O's they shown have time haha. But was rejected. All of these setbacks, is nothing. Cos I got the NIKE-JESUS mindset! Jus do it! God is my provider..who cares about the rest. Look forward for tonight stayover w my pp. :D