Romans7:15"I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do." Hmm(in a nutshell) due to my leg injury I can't stand for long hours in my army camp which meant that I had to do CCTV duties. Up till now I haven't slept since 1am btw.(since last book out from camp same situation). Well to be honest here, sleep is very impt to me.(e lack of it spells trouble) Jus last tue. I wanted to pick a fight w some punk in the bus who jus can't keep his legs to himself as he constantly push the back of the bus seat platform and his ever so loud music that he shares with the whole bus. Politics before war. It wasn't long before reasoning within my mind failed. I turned back and jus stared at him.(the look that wanna throw a few punches) thankfully he stopped his stun. I boarded another bus when it passes thru PHS that wrote "To God be the Glory!" only did I realise my wrongdoing. Then the next day, Hong teck sent me an sms"There are two types of people, we grow to be everyday in this world. Someone who never fail to get themselves pissed whatever happens in their day and those who always find praise, fun and thanksgiving in the same happenings.(God's little note into my life) I was pissed. Like Mr Jonah till God provided His covering to calm my silliness. Then there is today. Same 1am to now time slot. However the spirit was different.(for the better of course) There was Clm(which I didn't have to come) It felt weird but I used that time for movie! Taken.(nice nice) Afterwards had a chat with hua xiang and deng about what do we wanna do before we die? Anw regards to the weird feeling about the Clm, it doesn't bother me. As leadership is jus a title..what really matters is who u are to others. This is what I've learned. So next time if I piss u off. Too bad!(haha jus kiddin la)