What's up lately.. Was re intro into NECLM. It was quite funny as I was the oldest in terms of age among all of them.(includin the UL) Anw, my cg has only 5pp.(which isn't much of a cg in the first place). It sets me thinking about who am I really serving. A side of me says so 'cui' yet I'm glad that this situation can be a reflection to my motives. "God opposes the proud but exalts the humble". I'm encouraged by my sheep's lives and believe that God placed them as a reminder for me. To be a good shepherd and a strong support to my team. Despite some resistances from myself. I always felt that as a Christian,it is like holding on to a tug-of-war rope. Though the rope causes me to get rope burn and sores. I wanna win and cling onto it. My opponent is my carnal self consistantly reminding me of the sores. But I shall fix my eyes on a clown that will last. I'm proud..proud of being a shepherd of 3. And I know that God will faithfully add upon my numbers daily those who will be saved. "I'm holding on.." Anw I gave my mum e mother's day card and she wrote me a note. Saying quite a number of stuff. But on the last note, she wrote.."See One day I will be know your Jesus!" That alone brightens my day :D