1 Kings 19:11 "The Lord said, 'Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the Lord, for the Lord is about the pass by." Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart an shattered the rocks before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. After the earthquake ame a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper.
Many a times we expect God to turn up in special events and careless about the whispers in life. I am one of them who look forward to special events. Not that it isn't great but today as I failed my final theory. I felt terrible so I was determined to sign up for school lessons which requires me to pay more. I didn't know what I was signing for.. I paid over 250. Moments later.. "Wait.. I only have less than a hundred to last me for my next payday." I felt so stupid. Negetive thoughts rushed in. What made matters worse was tat I was celebrating my mum's birthday later and promise to treat her to a good meal.
There was a mix of feelings then. I jus stone haha and was thinking of my banana + walnut which i enjoy when tough times hits my wallet. I needed to cool down and set my emotions right. That was when I was reminded of Elijah.
"He is faithful. and all I have to do is trust and obey" I decided to tune my emotions and spirit back. As I set my eyes not on Yusof bin Ishak but on the simple things that money can't buy. Anw I kept my word and treated my mum. I owe alot to her! :)