Life as a civilian. Less than a day after I received my pink I.C received a call from my former boss asking me to work today. 11am to 330pm.(I rejected the full time) Being a waiter isn't my life-long dream. Anw I went, better than jobless haha. I can't help but feel that I'm really bless by God in how He provide and protected me. Well on my last day at the air base met Dennis low(he was doin his In-Camp-Training(ICT) he asked me. Will I still be serving in the Youth? "I have no idea" was my reply. That is a concern that I have to settle. I shall apply what Nehemiah did. step1: Fast. 2. Pray and plan. God placed certain burden in my heart and I need to examine my wall and cracks